A Loss of ControlToday This day This cycle Like confusion It's like Being excited to visit a new town Being lost all of your first of 3 days there I'm like that Effectively wasting time because I am just so unprepared Don't tell me all of the things I could have done differently Don't tell me how this one alternative could have produced different results Why did you not say something in the beginning? You were there You apparently knew the problem And you did not point it out Like you wanted me to end up this way Like you hoped I would break down Do you feelA Loss of Control
DadI don't want to let you down I don't want to be that girl surrounded by whispers I don't want to be the screw-up The scuff on your shoes Your split ends Your hangnailDad
Yeah, I've messed up before I've made some bad decisions Half of which you don't even know about I've done some things you would not approve of Teenage stuff The kind you never thought your straight-A baby girl would do
5 years old, sitting on daddy's knee while you read me The Secret Garden I know you never thought I would grow up like this A smoker A drinker A user &nb
MusingsIt must be this springtime air It's magical, don't you think? Something about this warm breeze brushing my face has an appealing aroma Daring me to be bold To come outside of myself And for once I am not afraidMusings
"I've decided that this is all worth it," I say You whisper, "What is?" "All these mistakes I've made.
Every last horrid experience has led me right here Right here into your enveloping arms." And you sigh
It's just one of those moments When you realize that everything you have gone through has made you better Every person you have ever m
StillStill thinking about you In this head of mine that won't stop Won't stop racing around all the things I should've done differentlyStill
Still dreaming of you And my dreams are so real I can still see your face and hear your words When I wake
It all comes rushing back When I hear that song Makes me realize All the things that I've done wrong
The song I dubbed was Just for you and me And hearing it, I know You're someone I can't keep
I tried I did everything I could But somehow I must have misunderstood
barrenLucieSitting here, atop this damLucie
looking out on my surroundings
I cannot help but to feel overwhelmed
by the passion I feel
I know, in my heart
this dam wont hold-
for fear of your safety, though
I know that it must
Were I to let loose the flood upon you
you would surely drown in it
This cannot be allowed to happen
and yet, I doubt my ability to stop it
This flood, composed of emotions
would carry you away from me
I can't allow this outcome
but the voice in my head wont cease
it calls your name in my waking ho
CherishI've never been good with my words, But each time you leave the room, it hurts. I might have never told you, But thoughts of us, and you found a home inside my mind.Cherish
You gave me something to live for, A love so true, I'll never give it away. A kiss on the lips, turns into missing you when you're not around, Never let me out of your arms full of love.
I never knew what love was all about, Until you taught me how to cherish. My heart was missing a piece,
But your all mighty love has fulfilled my heart.
My love for you is never ending, My life so
I was on top of the worldI was on top of the worldI was on top of the world
Caught up in myself in us
I believed we would last forever
I wanted to know that even though I didn’t have strength you where going to help me get strong, happy like I used to
Not knowing that you where not happy either
And to here those words come out of my mouth
Was a relief
A burden lifted off your shoulder
You then knew you would never have to talk speak or love me again
You knew that you where letting go slowly but didn’t want to do it to fast to hurt me
Cause you cared about me and loved me
And now you won
I let go thinking you
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-Georgia Lass
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